Neurosis Update!

Physics is finished. At last. And when my calculus test is over at ten o'clock tomorrow morning, I will feel relatively carefree. I will only need to study for economics, pack, and...er, find a job. I just need to gather up the nerve to start calling the Starbucks locations near my house an inquiring into employment opportunities, and the thought of doing that terrifies me absolutely. It isn't anything with a sayable cause, not that I won't know what to say--please, I can make a script for myself if I need to--just pure and senseless phobic terror of interrupting people who are working, people who I have never met, with a phone call. Ugh. Couldn't I have been packaged with a less interfering irrational fear? Like, of heights?

I can do this. I will do it. Tomorrow.

Nghggggh.